Phil and Snoop (22nd February)

I went to see Phil and Snoop the dog. I managed to survive the national railway. I think I am getting used to the overground trains now. I am still scared of the underground, as I first had a panic attack whilst in the underground. I was hyperventilating and all that shit.

We walked around Greenwich park, and Blackheath. When we got to Blackheath, Snoop was let off his lead, and started running around like crazy! He’s very well trained though, as there were roads… and he never went into the roads, like most dogs do! He was running around in oval shapes. He looked rather happy running around! Snoop showed a few tricks, rolling over and giving a kiss. He can also jump through a hula hoop too ;). Snoop my hero! Most dogs usually hate being on leads, when snoop is finished running around or called back, he just sits there waiting for the lead. He is one awesome dog.

Anyway later that afternoon/evening, Snoop went to Phil’s friends. Phil and I went to the coolest restaurant bar ever, called Zero Degrees had an amazing starter platter. We also ordered a few cocktails oh yes 😉 cannot resist a cocktail. We both had pizza, then we headed to the station, and he put me on the train home. It was a great evening. I managed to survive the trains without having panic attacks. There will always be the fear of having a panic attack I think.

Phil and Snoop (15th February)

I was messaging back and forth on a dating site to a guy named Phil. He was a really nice guy, and he has the cutest dog ever, called Snoop. After a while of messaging each other, we decided to meet on the 15th of February Friday. As usual a bit nervous about meeting new people, even though I have met so many guys from online dating sites. I think it’s more of what to expect from them really.. what they will think of me? what will happen next? etc. It was also awkward as I am quiet person so he ended up speaking most of the time.

I managed to see Snoop as well, as he brought him over to the park. He was so cute and awesome. He pretty much jumped up and kissed me. He ended up running around like crazy. He has also been trained very well, so sits before walking across the road. I think he can do tricks as well, but I didn’t get to see them, as Phil forgot. I will see them on Friday the 2nd of February. Hopefully I will get a video!

I had to get the underground, which is a fear of mine, but I think I am getting used to it now. So hopefully the agoraphobia is going now! I wish it would fuck off quicker though, as I am always meeting people across the other side of London etc.

Phil wanted to take out Snoop’s Grandma  I think, so we went over to his friend’s and they live in a squat. Never really been in a Squat before, but it didn’t look too shabby to be honest. They also had another dog but it is illegal, and never really taken out as it tends to bite other people’s dogs. Unlucky for him!

Phil and I took Snoop and Squat out for a walk just across road to small park. Yes funnily enough the other dog is called Squat. It made me laugh a little. Both the dogs were having great fun together.

After taking Squat back to his friend’s.. Phil offered to take me out for sushi. He ended up carrying Snoop down the escalator , was amusing, and ended up laying on someone’s foot. Snoop ended up being taken home by Phil’s friend. We ended up walking miles to find a sushi bar, ended up in Yo Sushi! My love for sushi is amazing. Although I always feel guilty when the guy pays for the bill though! It’s just awkward!

I ended up being seriously knackered at the end of the day with so much walking with Snoop, Phil and Squat. I ended up going to sleep early I think.