Hypomanic

Have managed to hide most of my hypomanic-ness for a few weeks. Just saw my care co ordinator, and I just couldn’t stop laughing at everything! Finally told him that I have been spending money ridiculously, and having racing thoughts, and having to do so many things at once. I mentioned myself pacing, it was sort of an auto-pilot thing, and I couldn’t stop so..

I’m quite a hard person to read as I don’t open up so much especially about my mental health, but he knowing me so long. He can differientate between my anxiety laughs and my hypomanic joyful laughs. Probably doesn’t help that I was distracted by things around in the room, bearing in mind that I was in the “duty worker room” as he was covering for someone. I just found it hilarious just sitting in there.

I then had to wait for care co ordinator to see my consultant psychiatrist to discuss my problems, and now I am also on Clonazepam in morning and afternoon. Already taken one earlier, it’s quite a nice feeling… currently feeling nice and floaty.

Anyway have lots of things planned this week, so will keep you all up to date, on how things are.